Now that the dust has settled, the migraine is gone and feelings of wanting to explode have subsided, I’m wanting to just sit still and do nothing for a while. All of a sudden everything seemed to come to a head and I thought for a moment that I was literally going to explode! Being sick, overwhelmed, fearful about things NOT in my control especially as a parent, and attacks from all sides, have left me worn and tired.
Wasn’t that long ago I was excited about my purpose, still get excited thinking about the possibilities, but I have to let God lead and let go of expectations of timing, and the whens, where and what to do next – that’s all just so exhausting! Oh when will I learn!