Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Feeling stuck

I got into Criswell after a long and challenging process. I've never experienced such a grueling process just to get registered. I was exhausted, frustrated and disappointed, but I was determined not to let that experience kill the joy of finally getting a glimpse of what I believe God is calling me to pursue. Once I got in, I worked out a payment plan, but I still struggled financially to get through the last semester – by God's grace I was able to pay my tuition.

This semester I got awarded grants, but it was based on full-time enrollment. I can’t afford full-time fees and tuition even with their grant, so I decided to sit out for the spring. I’m seeking God on where I am supposed to be. There is another school that I recently learned about. They don’t offer fafsa either, but they are a little cheaper, but the thought of having to go through another registration process, getting transcripts sent all over again, etc just gives me a headache. I don’t really know what to do. I’m thinking of moving to a smaller, cheaper place and cutting back where I can, but my lease isn’t up yet, still have a ways to go, but perhaps cheaper rent will help me in the future.

I know that whatever God’s plan is for my life, he will provide. Right now I just can't figure out which way to go and just feel stuck!

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